I remember the countryside.
So green and rich with its pastures.
So lively with its livestock
Take me back
The medow lark sit's upon the barbed wire fence.
Singing a sweet melody, one soft and soothing.
I haven't seen you in a couple of months.
If you would drive out this winter, even though the roads are horrible.
I think that would make my year.
Singing a sweet melody, one soft and soothing.
I haven't seen you in a couple of months.
If you would drive out this winter, even though the roads are horrible.
I think that would make my year.
we danced like the flowers swaying in the light summer breeze.
we picked up the apples fallen from the tree and made apple pie.
it's taste was sweet.
oh how i long for you,
when the nights are cold.
we picked up the apples fallen from the tree and made apple pie.
it's taste was sweet.
oh how i long for you,
when the nights are cold.
I remember when it started snowing,
because it brought back memories of you and me.
Now the cold air is nipping at my face, neck and heels.
Our pictures were left outside,
on the front lawn.
Don't forget to remind me,
to pack your belongings,
and send them away.
because it brought back memories of you and me.
Now the cold air is nipping at my face, neck and heels.
Our pictures were left outside,
on the front lawn.
Don't forget to remind me,
to pack your belongings,
and send them away.
Tonight the stars went out.
Tonight harmony sung.
Sweet soft melodies.
Pouring through the stereo speakers.
The energy and desire in your eyes
Washed out.
The dreams we once had.
Demolished.
Tonight harmony sung.
Sweet soft melodies.
Pouring through the stereo speakers.
The energy and desire in your eyes
Washed out.
The dreams we once had.
Demolished.
Dance in the gale moonlight with me.
Your body so devine.
Your features so refined.
Kiss me lightly on the lips.
Tell me you want to be with me.
Your body so devine.
Your features so refined.
Kiss me lightly on the lips.
Tell me you want to be with me.
I'm gonna lock myself up in my room
And listen to classical music.
I can't stand the way you talk to me.
The way you look at me.
How you're happy with her.
I wish I was her.
Or that I was happy, so I wouldn't have to worry about being her.
I wanna be with someone as amazing as you, or you alone.
I know this is bullshit.
You're not gonna stay off my mind though.
I promise you that much.
And listen to classical music.
I can't stand the way you talk to me.
The way you look at me.
How you're happy with her.
I wish I was her.
Or that I was happy, so I wouldn't have to worry about being her.
I wanna be with someone as amazing as you, or you alone.
I know this is bullshit.
You're not gonna stay off my mind though.
I promise you that much.
do you remember
when i took all those pictures of you
and when we parted ways
i sent them away
to a foreign country
so i could hopefully forget your face
and let somebody else remember it instead
of myself.
lying upon the fresh fallen snow
looking up at the cloudy sky
i wish
things weren't complicated
oh the fucked up dreams i have
always somehow
remind me of you.
i need to get away.
when i took all those pictures of you
and when we parted ways
i sent them away
to a foreign country
so i could hopefully forget your face
and let somebody else remember it instead
of myself.
lying upon the fresh fallen snow
looking up at the cloudy sky
i wish
things weren't complicated
oh the fucked up dreams i have
always somehow
remind me of you.
i need to get away.
I know it's over.
Oh mother, I can feel the soil falling over my head
See, the sea wants to take me
The knife wants to cut me
Do you think you could help me?
See, the sea wants to take me
The knife wants to cut me
Do you think you could help me?
Great.
my ipod is fucking broken.
and i usually can't not go without listen to my ipod during the day, because for me it's a must.
which is totally fucking great for me.
fuck.
my stress level is insane right now
im not fucking happy anymore.
lifes amazing really.
-.-
and i usually can't not go without listen to my ipod during the day, because for me it's a must.
which is totally fucking great for me.
fuck.
my stress level is insane right now
im not fucking happy anymore.
lifes amazing really.
-.-
its too late.
When I picture you, I see you standing atop a mountain. When I picture us, I see us walking through the meadow. Oh, I'd hate to leave you. The stain glass window of the balcony door beckoned me to go outside. And face the cold of the winter with everything I had. But I refused it's offer and had brunch with the guests instead.
"So much needs to be done," he said. "Something isn't right with this land.
The way the trees reach to the sky needs to stop, cut them down!"
And with that he watched all the animals weep.
And I saw the butterflies scatter when the night came.
Upon clouds we used to see
Scattered little memories
Broken ideas.
Climbing up the walls.
Feeding off of the dead.
Inside, if you turn your head to the right, you'll see life: the way it's supposed to be.
Upon clouds we used to see
Scattered little memories
Broken ideas.
Climbing up the walls.
Feeding off of the dead.
Inside, if you turn your head to the right, you'll see life: the way it's supposed to be.
lets make hot chocolate and sit and talk
i'm pretty sure you feel good now i'm pretty sure you must feel better meet me in the garden and all our dreams will come true
"it comes to me in fragments, but even those still split in two. under the leaves of that old lime tree, i stood examining the fruit. some were ripe and some were rotten, i felt naseous with the truth. there will never be a time nor opptrotune" - lime tree; bright eyes
i love watching you sleep. because that way, i don't have to worry about you
"it comes to me in fragments, but even those still split in two. under the leaves of that old lime tree, i stood examining the fruit. some were ripe and some were rotten, i felt naseous with the truth. there will never be a time nor opptrotune" - lime tree; bright eyes
i love watching you sleep. because that way, i don't have to worry about you
I'm only dreaming when you are.
They'll never know what you do.
Nobody has to see us,
The way we are
Sitting here in my cold room.
With a cup of warm green tea.
I jot down the memories that come to mind.
The memories that I had with you.
My veins were the size of the highway.
Your name scratched out on the list.
I'm not gonna be calling you today,
To tell you that it's alright.
But please tell me you'll be okay.
I want to take you too a place
You've never been before.
A place full of desire and lust.
A place where the skies are hand made.
I'm not gonna be calling you today
To tell you that it's alright.
But please tell me you'll be okay.
They'll never know what you do.
Nobody has to see us,
The way we are
Sitting here in my cold room.
With a cup of warm green tea.
I jot down the memories that come to mind.
The memories that I had with you.
My veins were the size of the highway.
Your name scratched out on the list.
I'm not gonna be calling you today,
To tell you that it's alright.
But please tell me you'll be okay.
I want to take you too a place
You've never been before.
A place full of desire and lust.
A place where the skies are hand made.
I'm not gonna be calling you today
To tell you that it's alright.
But please tell me you'll be okay.
dew drops
elliot smith i swear does the best version of 'because.' sorry beatles.
can you believe that it's already november?
sitting here in my cold room.
with a cup of warm green tea.
i jot down the memories that come to mind.
the memories that i had with you.
can you believe that it's already november?
sitting here in my cold room.
with a cup of warm green tea.
i jot down the memories that come to mind.
the memories that i had with you.
..."but this is decent"
when it all goes blank
when its all over
and when theres nothing left worth saying
and when everything crumbles around you.
baby say goodbye yo everything you knew.
when its all over
and when theres nothing left worth saying
and when everything crumbles around you.
baby say goodbye yo everything you knew.
i forgot about this
forgot about you
forgot about us
how this is supposed to feel
when you're not around.
the air, cold.
and sky, grey.
forgot about you
forgot about us
how this is supposed to feel
when you're not around.
the air, cold.
and sky, grey.
As tall as the moon.
Looking down upon our tired eyes.
The seas of green and the oceans of blue.
I want you to ignore the fact, that all of this is just a dream.
When we walked through the field the flowers were endless.
Pale moonlight dances in your eyes.
The soft glow of the city lights let me down.
Come lay with me, in fields where cool winds blow.
We'll dance among the forbidden stars, flying high as a bird.
I drew you a universe under the stars, a thousand miles away.
Sitting on hills, smoke escaping our chapped lips.
In the cool morning, crisp, you smiled.
Looking down upon our tired eyes.
The seas of green and the oceans of blue.
I want you to ignore the fact, that all of this is just a dream.
When we walked through the field the flowers were endless.
Pale moonlight dances in your eyes.
The soft glow of the city lights let me down.
Come lay with me, in fields where cool winds blow.
We'll dance among the forbidden stars, flying high as a bird.
I drew you a universe under the stars, a thousand miles away.
Sitting on hills, smoke escaping our chapped lips.
In the cool morning, crisp, you smiled.
"I swear we spent most afternoons, somewhere in the act."
There's a light on in the room.
Dim in the corner.
I'm tired of all the "what's wrong."
All of these ideas come to me in fragments.
What woke you up?
Was it the horrid screams, the cracks of the whip?
When the heavy rain sweeps me from under my feet and brings me to a river, under a bridge.
In which i see you sitting upon rocks by the shore
Singing softly
Along with the birds
The nature will contrast off your skin
And you'll glow from within.
There was a river beyond the forest It was peaceful there
With the birds singing softly, delicately
And the river flowing so steadily.
Dim in the corner.
I'm tired of all the "what's wrong."
All of these ideas come to me in fragments.
What woke you up?
Was it the horrid screams, the cracks of the whip?
When the heavy rain sweeps me from under my feet and brings me to a river, under a bridge.
In which i see you sitting upon rocks by the shore
Singing softly
Along with the birds
The nature will contrast off your skin
And you'll glow from within.
There was a river beyond the forest It was peaceful there
With the birds singing softly, delicately
And the river flowing so steadily.
Bleh.
Lets be sailors.
We'll sail out to the fartest corner of the sea.
Away from the world, from any other soul.
We'll get lost in the waters.
Hold on to me.
I'll hold on to you.
We'll sail out to the fartest corner of the sea.
Away from the world, from any other soul.
We'll get lost in the waters.
Hold on to me.
I'll hold on to you.
Sink into the moonlight
Unwanted
Pale moonlight dances in your eyes
The soft glow of the city lights
Let me down.
Crumpled rose petals on your former lovers bed
The soft palm trees sway in the distance
As we walk upon the sand
The cool ocean hid out memories
The window open
Cool wind blows through my hair
You fall through my hands
Undivided
slip through the cracks
The sun upon the horizon
Clouds scattered across the stainglass sky
This was what we were supposed to be.
Unwanted
Pale moonlight dances in your eyes
The soft glow of the city lights
Let me down.
Crumpled rose petals on your former lovers bed
The soft palm trees sway in the distance
As we walk upon the sand
The cool ocean hid out memories
The window open
Cool wind blows through my hair
You fall through my hands
Undivided
slip through the cracks
The sun upon the horizon
Clouds scattered across the stainglass sky
This was what we were supposed to be.
Oh hello.
The lake, full of blood.
Walk alone.
The walls started to cave in.
The mirror, full of doubt.
Look out the window and gaze upon the morning fog that covers the prarie like a blankter.
The last thing we ever had was never there.
Like this fog, it had slowly started to disappear.
The gravel road, dasies on the side.
When you're awake.
Remember me.
Walk alone.
The walls started to cave in.
The mirror, full of doubt.
Look out the window and gaze upon the morning fog that covers the prarie like a blankter.
The last thing we ever had was never there.
Like this fog, it had slowly started to disappear.
The gravel road, dasies on the side.
When you're awake.
Remember me.
I really hate.
How when I really really need to write.
I fucking can't.
And it's fucking pissing me off.
I fucking can't.
And it's fucking pissing me off.
You carry yourself with such pride.
Is this what you wanted?
"Hello, caller nine?"
We found, that your voice is so divine.
So cross the finish line.
Tell me you're alright.
Call me to say that you made it home alright.
Your attractive figure.
Carry yourself so elegantly.
Admit that you have fucked up so royally, c'mon do it.
You're longing for something you cannot have
You wrote your initials in the palm of my hand.
You told me that if I ever felt like I was loosing you, to fold my hand into a fist so I could hold onto you longer.
You left your belongings in the ocean waters.
High tide.
Lets drag these boys out from their ships.
Is this what you wanted?
"Hello, caller nine?"
We found, that your voice is so divine.
So cross the finish line.
Tell me you're alright.
Call me to say that you made it home alright.
Your attractive figure.
Carry yourself so elegantly.
Admit that you have fucked up so royally, c'mon do it.
You're longing for something you cannot have
You wrote your initials in the palm of my hand.
You told me that if I ever felt like I was loosing you, to fold my hand into a fist so I could hold onto you longer.
You left your belongings in the ocean waters.
High tide.
Lets drag these boys out from their ships.
gah i dont know.
When we stepped out into the crisp summer night
The smell of cigarette smoke hit us like a freight train
We sat upon the cool grass
We laid down upon our backs
And as we starred up at the stars, we talked about the old days.
When you sat me down at the table
And heaved a heavy sigh from your full lips
Your eyes started getting glassy
But now we're sitting on roofs, listening to planes fly by
Or letting the warm pacific waters sweep over our feet
The smell of cigarette smoke hit us like a freight train
We sat upon the cool grass
We laid down upon our backs
And as we starred up at the stars, we talked about the old days.
When you sat me down at the table
And heaved a heavy sigh from your full lips
Your eyes started getting glassy
But now we're sitting on roofs, listening to planes fly by
Or letting the warm pacific waters sweep over our feet
make of this what you will...
sun lit eyes
gazing upon
moons
of the outter solar system
step into
the great unknown
leap fourth like a
new born flower
calling names for this
un-rightful law
gazing upon
moons
of the outter solar system
step into
the great unknown
leap fourth like a
new born flower
calling names for this
un-rightful law
I hate the way you smile.
we walk upon the cool summer grass.
the sky so dark above our little overwelmed heads
the moon is smiling at us
i remember when time used to go way faster than this
when i was more careless about myself
we used to climb through windows at late hours
escaping
the sky so dark above our little overwelmed heads
the moon is smiling at us
i remember when time used to go way faster than this
when i was more careless about myself
we used to climb through windows at late hours
escaping
crisp mornings, ultra violet rays.
all of these are just random shit from my head and from my notebooks that i thought were reasonably good all put together.
your eyes are running in circles again
around the room
they trace the floor and the walls
implanted into your memory like a dream
let your hair fall down onto your shoulders like a cascading waterfall
let your mouth run off in a million directions
you awake the birds from dreams of dying with your calm soothing voice
the days pass like hours
i can't explain it to you now, it's like a blur
floating around aimlessly
we believe in such disasters
i fell in love with your eyes at the sea
standing upon the shore
and feeling the cool waters splash up upon our feet
if only we had meant something
we're watching dreams pass us by above in the clear night sky
it seems to be raining a lot lately
the basements are made from your imagination
the walls have encriptions of your thoughts
you leave me here
to figure it out
we'll dance in between the podiums
the way the crisp morning airs greets me like an old friend, gives me something to wake up to
your eyes are running in circles again
around the room
they trace the floor and the walls
implanted into your memory like a dream
let your hair fall down onto your shoulders like a cascading waterfall
let your mouth run off in a million directions
you awake the birds from dreams of dying with your calm soothing voice
the days pass like hours
i can't explain it to you now, it's like a blur
floating around aimlessly
we believe in such disasters
i fell in love with your eyes at the sea
standing upon the shore
and feeling the cool waters splash up upon our feet
if only we had meant something
we're watching dreams pass us by above in the clear night sky
it seems to be raining a lot lately
the basements are made from your imagination
the walls have encriptions of your thoughts
you leave me here
to figure it out
we'll dance in between the podiums
the way the crisp morning airs greets me like an old friend, gives me something to wake up to
"i'm a spy, in the house of love."
so i'm pretty stoked right now, and happy to say the least.
me and chloe have a myspace for our band in process here which makes me happy >.<
www.myspace.com/theshatteredglasseffect
warped tour is on the horizon.
which makes me reallllyyy excited.
i'll leave you with this.
The coffee stain upon your sheer white dress
We must've been something
Meant something
The hills are furious and speak in great reason
They want us to run from this place
so i'm pretty stoked right now, and happy to say the least.
me and chloe have a myspace for our band in process here which makes me happy >.<
www.myspace.com/theshatteredglasseffect
warped tour is on the horizon.
which makes me reallllyyy excited.
i'll leave you with this.
The coffee stain upon your sheer white dress
We must've been something
Meant something
The hills are furious and speak in great reason
They want us to run from this place
phillip ontacos
i would like to float away upon a raft on the ocean.
and everntually sink into the sea.
and scatter diamonds across the clouds.
and everntually sink into the sea.
and scatter diamonds across the clouds.
With the pastel colored sky laid out in front of me
The half moon hanging from the sky, and Neil Young playing in the background.
Lifes alright.
The half moon hanging from the sky, and Neil Young playing in the background.
Lifes alright.
An Essentially Lost Feeling
Awake, the child screams,
Never really expecting the unexpected feeling of being alone.
Euphoric feeling of the senses, it's
Seeking out the calm in the night and bringing
Solitude to creatures
Eternally, nature wants to escape its pain,
Never knowing that it will one day be gone like the
Truth of a loved one that
Isn't really there
And only exists in your mind but if you
Let love grow from within, you'll find the
Light that it gives off and
You'll glow.
Let us
Open the window until we can hardly breathe
Suffocating on the poisons of the air, only
The cool of the night, will let us relax.
Fade into the
Evergreen and get lost in its ideas
Every once in a while you'll feel a stoke of
Luck, that'll blind you and bring you to your senses, let me give you an
Incentive on the
New law and watch as the wild
Grows around you, sweeping you off your feet, like a dream.
Never really expecting the unexpected feeling of being alone.
Euphoric feeling of the senses, it's
Seeking out the calm in the night and bringing
Solitude to creatures
Eternally, nature wants to escape its pain,
Never knowing that it will one day be gone like the
Truth of a loved one that
Isn't really there
And only exists in your mind but if you
Let love grow from within, you'll find the
Light that it gives off and
You'll glow.
Let us
Open the window until we can hardly breathe
Suffocating on the poisons of the air, only
The cool of the night, will let us relax.
Fade into the
Evergreen and get lost in its ideas
Every once in a while you'll feel a stoke of
Luck, that'll blind you and bring you to your senses, let me give you an
Incentive on the
New law and watch as the wild
Grows around you, sweeping you off your feet, like a dream.
i wish i could pour out everything that got mixed up when the pitcher got stirred.
separate all of the substances that were combined
and set them aside
my mind has been a mess lately
i can`t concentrate
i keep getting paranoid off and on
i keep getting dizzy spells
and this ringing in my ears
"we used to believe in the bood ole' days."
the honest fact that some people are dead
makes me want to cry
like jim morrison for example
'cherise, go get a life.'
separate all of the substances that were combined
and set them aside
my mind has been a mess lately
i can`t concentrate
i keep getting paranoid off and on
i keep getting dizzy spells
and this ringing in my ears
"we used to believe in the bood ole' days."
the honest fact that some people are dead
makes me want to cry
like jim morrison for example
'cherise, go get a life.'
Remember when I used to send you those letters?
under the covers
behind closed doors
the window opened
the walls caved in
the roof collapsed
memory is a loss
and in account of your loss
the dandelion seeds spread themselves out over the fields
we watched the stars fall from the sky and cascade into the darkness
creatures being released into the night
underneath the gale moonlight
shining overhead
those lights
those bright city lights
they dance in the distance
and put you at ease
but are you really at ease?
i have all these emotions that i cannot describe anymore, or bring myself to show them.
sometimes, i'll think of you sometimes, i'll think of you holding me
"i'll only hope, that you'll hold me now
till i can gain control again"
behind closed doors
the window opened
the walls caved in
the roof collapsed
memory is a loss
and in account of your loss
the dandelion seeds spread themselves out over the fields
we watched the stars fall from the sky and cascade into the darkness
creatures being released into the night
underneath the gale moonlight
shining overhead
those lights
those bright city lights
they dance in the distance
and put you at ease
but are you really at ease?
i have all these emotions that i cannot describe anymore, or bring myself to show them.
sometimes, i'll think of you sometimes, i'll think of you holding me
"i'll only hope, that you'll hold me now
till i can gain control again"
I forgot
i forgot that my shoes are soaked
inside and out, outside and in
when i closed the door
the gloomy skies
followed me in
inside and out, outside and in
when i closed the door
the gloomy skies
followed me in
open the window and let the rain pour in
when the rain falls, hard down on the windshield. i'll only have these memories to hold onto. when the heavy rain sweeps me away from under my feet and brings me to a river - in which i see you sitting upon rocks by the shore, singing softly along with the birds.
the nature will contrast off your skin and you'll glow from within. forgive me, for i cannot suppress how i feel.
i want to love you so bad, but selfishness has swept over me like a heavy rain cloud. i can't bring myself to express those emotions towards you.
when we stepped into the wilderness; there were seas of green and oceans of blue, surrounding us . when we walked into the clearing the wind played with our hair and made us smiled at it's foolishness. there was a river beyond the forest, it was peaceful there. with the birds singing softly, delicately and the river flowing so steadily
the feelings you receive are only the feelings that press me from telling you how i feel.
opening up the package is like dropping a bomb.
break down, majortime.
and in front of you? i can't picture it right
i can't picture these walls right
drinking muddy water through a straw
to get to the bottom of everything.
it's raining again
just like it has basically all week
off and on
usually through the night
im sure it would seep in through a sieve into my room if i let it
-ps. expect a more meaningful post sometime in two months.
the nature will contrast off your skin and you'll glow from within. forgive me, for i cannot suppress how i feel.
i want to love you so bad, but selfishness has swept over me like a heavy rain cloud. i can't bring myself to express those emotions towards you.
when we stepped into the wilderness; there were seas of green and oceans of blue, surrounding us . when we walked into the clearing the wind played with our hair and made us smiled at it's foolishness. there was a river beyond the forest, it was peaceful there. with the birds singing softly, delicately and the river flowing so steadily
the feelings you receive are only the feelings that press me from telling you how i feel.
opening up the package is like dropping a bomb.
break down, majortime.
and in front of you? i can't picture it right
i can't picture these walls right
drinking muddy water through a straw
to get to the bottom of everything.
it's raining again
just like it has basically all week
off and on
usually through the night
im sure it would seep in through a sieve into my room if i let it
-ps. expect a more meaningful post sometime in two months.
Dreams.
Sitting in the dark, we wait for sleep to come and wisk us off to another land, that's free of our troubles. Another land where we don't need to worry. A land where everything, no matter how bad it is, how shitty, how blan, seems perfect. Dreams are something a person can or cannot remember. It's either you do remember them, or you don't, and not speaking of just "skipping a dream." A dream to me, is something that I can come home to. A dream is something that puts me at peace and sets me free of my stress, lonliness and uphappiness. There's certain ones I can recolect just like that, and others that come to me at random times. Sometimes I cannot word my dreams in perfect detail.
This is reality.
Pure and simple.
Reality is not a tv show that follows around people who just want money and to be seen.
Reality is pain.
Reality is death.
Reality is insanity.
Reality is Happiness.
Reality is being sick.
Reality is what you make of it.
Reality is not a tv show that follows around people who just want money and to be seen.
Reality is pain.
Reality is death.
Reality is insanity.
Reality is Happiness.
Reality is being sick.
Reality is what you make of it.
Those fucking chocolate bunnies
Is it the anticipation that makes it so hard for you to speak.
Or is it the fact that you only keep running your mouth off in every direction
Correct me for being so wrong
So senseless
So negative
But its not just me you see its also you
You don't see what's been done wrong
Or what makes this that
Or that this
Correct me if I'm wrong but the sky looks so beautiful with all of it's hues and blues
Man am I feeling blue, bluer than the sea
The ocean
The sky
Under the sheets or over the covers
Above the skies or under the seas
Take this package of hatred and send it back to yourself
And don't you tell me what it is
and what it was
and what it could've been
Because I know what it was
And how it could've been if you stood there all on your own
Waiting to grow old and waiting for the light to change green
But I've forgotten all of that and remembered to look up to the moon
And ask for it's forgiveness as it tells me what i did so horribly wrong
And to remember to look up to the sun every once and a while just in case i am to never see it again
I'd love to hold you where you are
And tell you I miss you
Or is it the fact that you only keep running your mouth off in every direction
Correct me for being so wrong
So senseless
So negative
But its not just me you see its also you
You don't see what's been done wrong
Or what makes this that
Or that this
Correct me if I'm wrong but the sky looks so beautiful with all of it's hues and blues
Man am I feeling blue, bluer than the sea
The ocean
The sky
Under the sheets or over the covers
Above the skies or under the seas
Take this package of hatred and send it back to yourself
And don't you tell me what it is
and what it was
and what it could've been
Because I know what it was
And how it could've been if you stood there all on your own
Waiting to grow old and waiting for the light to change green
But I've forgotten all of that and remembered to look up to the moon
And ask for it's forgiveness as it tells me what i did so horribly wrong
And to remember to look up to the sun every once and a while just in case i am to never see it again
I'd love to hold you where you are
And tell you I miss you
it is pretty much a big deal. to you at least if not me. but it's still a big deal anyway. bigger than billboard big.
Im sorry but its funny how you two are dating again.
'i hate your guts dont come near me.'
sometimes when im alone i ask myself why i bother trying and never get an answer back.
Kind of funny how that all works out.
Funny how the sky is blue today and how its not grey. Whatever though.
I want it to pain buckets upon buckets but nothing works the way i plan them too. Still have those fucking dates circled each month i should shoot them down one by one.
Its impossible. Dont worry about this one.
We're all just contradictors contradicting ourselves again.
on the coldest of weather too.
even if it's warm
or hot.
either way
you want it.
ps. it's actually cloudy outside. grey clouds. so i guess it is grey out today.
but even if it's still blue
i may as well be too.
'i hate your guts dont come near me.'
sometimes when im alone i ask myself why i bother trying and never get an answer back.
Kind of funny how that all works out.
Funny how the sky is blue today and how its not grey. Whatever though.
I want it to pain buckets upon buckets but nothing works the way i plan them too. Still have those fucking dates circled each month i should shoot them down one by one.
Its impossible. Dont worry about this one.
We're all just contradictors contradicting ourselves again.
on the coldest of weather too.
even if it's warm
or hot.
either way
you want it.
ps. it's actually cloudy outside. grey clouds. so i guess it is grey out today.
but even if it's still blue
i may as well be too.
so, what now.
i love how most of my crazy thoughts come out when I type. heres a preview of a bunch.
They came the day of the storm with baskets of flowers and dozens of gifts. They all said their goodbyes and dissapered into the dark night.
how dare they take away my carrots! that's all i've had to eat all year. And they take away my carrots, what ashame. now i'm going to die. Going to die without those carrots of mine. Oh those lovely orange carrots. Those juicy orange carrots that filled my stomach so. Well, I guess they'll know never to take anyone else's carrots away after they find me dead.
I don't like my veggies with pea's and beans. I don't like my pea's and beans with veggies.
Thats too doctor suess shit. Dx
Anyhow, its like a field of dasies in an ice cold dream, covered with blankets, thousands and thousands of blankets. Light and heavy blankets. Pink and blue blankets. Purple and green blankets. My oh my. Whatever will I do with all these blankets?
Theres snow on the ground underneath a pale grey sky. Gloomy grey sky. Bare trees, dog tracks. Make it go away.
Lock and loaded, loaded and locked. this mind has got me running insane with all these ideas
They came the day of the storm with baskets of flowers and dozens of gifts. They all said their goodbyes and dissapered into the dark night.
how dare they take away my carrots! that's all i've had to eat all year. And they take away my carrots, what ashame. now i'm going to die. Going to die without those carrots of mine. Oh those lovely orange carrots. Those juicy orange carrots that filled my stomach so. Well, I guess they'll know never to take anyone else's carrots away after they find me dead.
I don't like my veggies with pea's and beans. I don't like my pea's and beans with veggies.
Thats too doctor suess shit. Dx
Anyhow, its like a field of dasies in an ice cold dream, covered with blankets, thousands and thousands of blankets. Light and heavy blankets. Pink and blue blankets. Purple and green blankets. My oh my. Whatever will I do with all these blankets?
Theres snow on the ground underneath a pale grey sky. Gloomy grey sky. Bare trees, dog tracks. Make it go away.
Lock and loaded, loaded and locked. this mind has got me running insane with all these ideas
who were we trying to kid?
the only thing you need to do is install a software that'll make me spill my problems anytime someone asks.
then we'll be fine
got traded in today/lastnight at the car dealer. only this time they're sending me to the impound.
i'll be gone in an hour
they just need to take me apart and figure out why i won't work anymore
because they can't rebuild me either.
i lost the war trying to figure something out.
bombs on me.
their actually delivering a casket as we speak
i don't get you in a - i dont know what your trying to say - kind of a way.
it never really made sense to me anyway
so don't bother to explain.
keep dreaming about whatever'll fuck you up in the long run
x.
then we'll be fine
got traded in today/lastnight at the car dealer. only this time they're sending me to the impound.
i'll be gone in an hour
they just need to take me apart and figure out why i won't work anymore
because they can't rebuild me either.
i lost the war trying to figure something out.
bombs on me.
their actually delivering a casket as we speak
i don't get you in a - i dont know what your trying to say - kind of a way.
it never really made sense to me anyway
so don't bother to explain.
keep dreaming about whatever'll fuck you up in the long run
x.
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