Remember when I used to send you those letters?

under the covers
behind closed doors
the window opened
the walls caved in
the roof collapsed

memory is a loss
and in account of your loss
the dandelion seeds spread themselves out over the fields
we watched the stars fall from the sky and cascade into the darkness
creatures being released into the night
underneath the gale moonlight
shining overhead
those lights
those bright city lights
they dance in the distance
and put you at ease
but are you really at ease?
i have all these emotions that i cannot describe anymore, or bring myself to show them.
sometimes, i'll think of you sometimes, i'll think of you holding me

"i'll only hope, that you'll hold me now
till i can gain control again"