it is pretty much a big deal. to you at least if not me. but it's still a big deal anyway. bigger than billboard big.

Im sorry but its funny how you two are dating again.
'i hate your guts dont come near me.'
sometimes when im alone i ask myself why i bother trying and never get an answer back.
Kind of funny how that all works out.
Funny how the sky is blue today and how its not grey. Whatever though.
I want it to pain buckets upon buckets but nothing works the way i plan them too. Still have those fucking dates circled each month i should shoot them down one by one.
Its impossible. Dont worry about this one.
We're all just contradictors contradicting ourselves again.
on the coldest of weather too.
even if it's warm
or hot.
either way
you want it.

ps. it's actually cloudy outside. grey clouds. so i guess it is grey out today.
but even if it's still blue
i may as well be too.