Dance in the gale moonlight with me.
Your body so devine.
Your features so refined.
Kiss me lightly on the lips.
Tell me you want to be with me.

I like to cry, listen to Bright Eyes, and play Mahjong.

I'm gonna lock myself up in my room
And listen to classical music.

I can't stand the way you talk to me.
The way you look at me.
How you're happy with her.
I wish I was her.
Or that I was happy, so I wouldn't have to worry about being her.
I wanna be with someone as amazing as you, or you alone.
I know this is bullshit.

You're not gonna stay off my mind though.
I promise you that much.

do you remember
when i took all those pictures of you
and when we parted ways
i sent them away
to a foreign country
so i could hopefully forget your face
and let somebody else remember it instead
of myself.

lying upon the fresh fallen snow
looking up at the cloudy sky
i wish
things weren't complicated
oh the fucked up dreams i have
always somehow
remind me of you.
i need to get away.

I know it's over.

Oh mother, I can feel the soil falling over my head
See, the sea wants to take me
The knife wants to cut me
Do you think you could help me?

Where desire florishes on thoughts of lust.

Great.

my ipod is fucking broken.
and i usually can't not go without listen to my ipod during the day, because for me it's a must.
which is totally fucking great for me.
fuck.
my stress level is insane right now
im not fucking happy anymore.
lifes amazing really.
-.-

its too late.

When I picture you, I see you standing atop a mountain. When I picture us, I see us walking through the meadow. Oh, I'd hate to leave you. The stain glass window of the balcony door beckoned me to go outside. And face the cold of the winter with everything I had. But I refused it's offer and had brunch with the guests instead.

"So much needs to be done," he said. "Something isn't right with this land.
The way the trees reach to the sky needs to stop, cut them down!"
And with that he watched all the animals weep.

And I saw the butterflies scatter when the night came.
Upon clouds we used to see
Scattered little memories
Broken ideas.

Climbing up the walls.
Feeding off of the dead.
Inside, if you turn your head to the right, you'll see life: the way it's supposed to be.

i'd like to be where you are and see the things that you've seen.

lets make hot chocolate and sit and talk

i'm pretty sure you feel good now i'm pretty sure you must feel better meet me in the garden and all our dreams will come true

"it comes to me in fragments, but even those still split in two. under the leaves of that old lime tree, i stood examining the fruit. some were ripe and some were rotten, i felt naseous with the truth. there will never be a time nor opptrotune" - lime tree; bright eyes

i love watching you sleep. because that way, i don't have to worry about you

I'm only dreaming when you are.
They'll never know what you do.
Nobody has to see us,
The way we are

Sitting here in my cold room.
With a cup of warm green tea.
I jot down the memories that come to mind.
The memories that I had with you.

My veins were the size of the highway.
Your name scratched out on the list.
I'm not gonna be calling you today,
To tell you that it's alright.
But please tell me you'll be okay.

I want to take you too a place
You've never been before.
A place full of desire and lust.
A place where the skies are hand made.

I'm not gonna be calling you today
To tell you that it's alright.
But please tell me you'll be okay.

dew drops

elliot smith i swear does the best version of 'because.' sorry beatles.
can you believe that it's already november?


sitting here in my cold room.
with a cup of warm green tea.
i jot down the memories that come to mind.
the memories that i had with you.

"I come back when you want me to."

Je t'aime
Mais ce soir
J'ai besoin de lâcher de vous

..."but this is decent"

when it all goes blank
when its all over
and when theres nothing left worth saying
and when everything crumbles around you.
baby say goodbye yo everything you knew.

i forgot about this
forgot about you
forgot about us
how this is supposed to feel
when you're not around.
the air, cold.
and sky, grey.

We came in with the changing tide.